This for me in viewing the movie brought back memories and questions I always to this date asking the question why people take their lives knowing the mess they are leaving for their love ones. Not only that we have people fighting to keep what some are giving up. Back in the day when my brother took his life I live with the search of trying to figure out the why answer and at the same time doing that period I was dealing with depression and needed answer like now and being that I am a veteran of the military I still remember when that happen and the things I was going through with my issues and searching for answer where I would not end up doing the same thing I called and made an appointment with my primary provider and thought people at the hospital would take it very seriously with my call for help and someone would speak with me immediately to find out what was going on with me only to find out that it was the norm and no one really care and that individual was more interested in getting an appointment set up for me which was days down the road something like 5-10 before I was able to seek help from a medical physician know the seriousness of what I was in my mind going through and you put me on a waiting period in order for me to get help to his date is unthinkable and that is what they done for me or the lack of. Being that this was the first time I was aware of me having these issues right off the bat the first thing after getting an appointment for me so far out led me to believe what I was going through was normal and everyone experiencing depression was not a problem and could be dealt with, without me harming myself and I let it be at that and no knowing that was not the case and I could have fell into deep depression and did the same as my brother did by taking his life as well. Lucky for me that was not the case and I made it to my appointment and my doctor took great care of me. I went through a battle of question with my doctor of answering question what was going on in my life and why I was feeling depressed and I let him know that I just had lost my brother to depression and I did not want to end up the same way having a family I loved dearly and wanted to get better soon. To this date I do not think he ever gave me medication for my situation and he may have I just do not remember of having to take medication for my situation. Then the question I do remember asking him to deal with my brother of why or what reason he had in taking his life. He made it very clear to me that when a person cannot see away out and is hurting and hurting badly then the next step is to end it all even though he was seeking help from counselors and they still were not able to give him the help he needed and the end result was to take his life and he did and with that explanation I went to work on getting better quickly because I did not want my family to have to go through what my family was going through of his passing. I got better and would have to face this situation again and each time I was able to beat it in getting better and the working is not over yet and I am dealing with it better and keeping it under control with my support defense that is wonderful and I will continue in using it to help me keep it under control and now living a very happy life with my family. Just like the TV Show Million Reasons that is not explained to us by other actions and why they do what they do is behind what they do is a mystery and some of us think we know the why and really do not. At the same time their while going through whatever they are going through are showing signs that something is wrong and so time we see them and most we never thought that it could and would be possible for that to happen and it do. So with that in mind let us do our best to be aware and read the signals and find away to get them help before tragedy strikes. I will be sharing more light on this subject because I know first hand what it is like and how I was able to get it under control and by sharing I hope it will help to save lives in the event of others reading this information.